I don't want to know,
I don't want to hear all this shit,
Maybe its better,
Better if I fall...
Losing this game,
I really don't mind it.
Take away my fantasies,
Take away my dreams.
You,
you are the one that makes me cry,
the one that makes me hurt inside,
the one that makes me feel so alive.
And this,
this feeling's so complicated.
I don't know what I feel,
after all your innocent pretenses.
When will you see?
I know all your lies and acts,
so why cant I breathe?
Everytime I'm next to you.
You talk like you are,
the best thing out there in the world,
but then, you try to act,
try to act like you're the one in pain.
How I wish I didn't meet you
then maybe my world,
won't be full of backstabbing lies
and betrayals, fights
but,
maybe I'm thinking too much,
but I think I'm right and I'm
standing my ground here.
So just back off now,
I've had enough of your stupid lies.
This is too complicated
for me to comprehend.
And I'd rather lose you,
than to play along
your stupid games,
goodbye.
Hello there:) I deleted all the other blog posts cause I felt that there wasn't a need for me to feel like that. Cause I've realized as long as I have her, I'll be happy. And so I've decided to put up with you, since she seems to really like you. Ignorant stupid fool. But that's what I love bout her.
So yeah. now this thing is just between you and me. So leave her out of this. I'm ready for your game. 
